
the dreaming
I fell into such gluey love with the dreaming,
I let it feed me like nothing off plates.
Every night I drink from the bowl of it:
The broth that steams,
The flavors of fresh air and smoke.
And you.
I’ve a poached and tender heart
But the embers of us have no end and no start,
The burning touches all the burnt and
My blue eyes are blistered, I seek blessing;
I bathe.
Soon I’m enmired in this swamp that feels so sweet
Like jelly; it holds me. A cradle of impact
I’m a clam in the sand.
I keep my eyes closed and slip back into sleeptide
It carries me quicker than the toll
of the sun
Unable to bear light of the goodness around me
When the glare of such terrible love has been blinding
I sink down to the depths
with the dazzling mud
And my dreameyes can open with
no sting and no flood.
2023